justmarylex ♥

TRUST ISSUES! Damn, it's so hard to trust anyone in this generation. Friends, family and especially in relationships there is always trust issues that can make you or break you.

Friends always have times where they mess up and share secrets that they're not supposed to with others. But everyone makes that mistake, I made that mistake about 3-4 years ago? You might not know M.A.G. It's what we call ourselves and it stands for Mazzy, Ayz & Georgia... & Mazzy used to be my old nickname.

Let me introduce 'M.A.G' to the people who doesn't know them lol. This is such an old picture  but  anyways, Mazzy (me) (holding the camera) - Ayz (Brunette hair) - Georgia (Blonde hair)

Okay, back to the subject... I made mistakes and regrets with M.A.G but we stayed close friends through thick and thin. We learned from it and we didn't repeat our mistakes over and over again. We might had 2-3 mistakes that we did to each other before but after a few tears and conversations through it, we solved it and we got closer as we overcome the friendship problems that was thrown at us. So if you know your true friends, try your best to understand them and get them to understand you. If they have betrayed you, just remember they're only human and they make mistakes. Just make sure that mistake doesn't get happen again.

In Relationships or any love situations - there's a lot that I can talk about this and yes I think mostly everyone  has experienced this. In my case, I don't trust just anybody as I have been deceived by too many fake friends before and ex boyfriend's. Trust is so hard to build with someone, and once that trust has been molded together with your other pair it should be unbreakable. But once the other one hurts that trust by choice or mistake, that trust is going to be literally in a comma. I don't trust a lot of people but once I trust someone, I cherish that person, but once I've been lied to its hard to accept that one of the rare people you trust has hurt you with a lie and it makes everything negative. I mean if you have someone's trust, don't take it for granted cos' it probably took a long time to build that trust buh once it has a crack its very hard to fix.

Don't get me wrong I have lied before too because I was scared and a lot of things were going on in my head. My head spoke louder than my heart, as cliche as it may sound my heart was hurting cos I lied, but my head was saying I had to or I should. I learned from that mistake and now I am not scared to tell the truth anymore, because its a better feeling to be honest than guilty. Be honest and speak the truth, its better to be hated for the truth than be liked for the lie.

Once you lost that trust from that special person, it's either you have to work very hard to gain it back or it just kills everything and you'd lose that special person. You have to treat 'trust' with care. Trust is very fragile. Especially when you trust someone strongly and they deceived you, its hard to believe and all that 100% trust turns into 0%. Be true to yourself & others.